BIG FAT HUGE DISCLAIMER...
this blog entry is just my take on my perception and should not be regarded
in anything stupid that any reader may decide to do..
IT WONT BE MY FAULT...
You are your own entity with your own mind...
DONT BLAIM me.. Its your bad,
I am not a psychiatrist.
I am just crazy like the rest of you... :-P
OVERDOSE - prop comes with props and three poses
I do understand that some things offend someone .. somewhere in the world at any given time.
You cant please everyone.
One of my favorite ever pose makers. came up with the concept of expressing sadness and deep despair and the lengths that someone may go to to get away from it all using medication... This is my interpretation of that concept..
Psychotropic Medications can be very helpful to the right person.... Its nothing to be ashamed of.
mental Health is a serious matter.. Just because your feeling ok.. don't stop taking your meds without the assistance and guidance of your Doctor..
TRUTH HAIR gets MESHY.... starting with JAYNEY - coolmint
February 11 2012 release
Truth is.....
Literally I have been wanting to play catch up for three weeks. I did a few blogs but I have been super busy running around since the death of my Aunty. A lot of going threw old pictures.. rummaging through odds and ends that are left from her estate. It was sad but fun.
stretching out in TENmega boots -White.. I did have to straighten out my legs a bit for a proper fit.. My lil Whisper Avi is a bit Knock Kneed.. so I think most boots or shoes that will come in as Mesh I will have to stand up just a little bit straighter
So Today I think Truth will catch up with me and damn looky hear... He made a Mesh Hair and I do believe I am liking his style in the mesh world too.. it fits me well..
I do recognize that mesh will show little peeks of head or skin etc. because its doesn't work the same way that sculpts and prims do. It works with the avatars skelly somehow..
sexy boots I love the 1980 legwarmer effect. If I get more I will show you other colors.. I kinda like these ones
and well although I am not completely sold on mesh yet.. Its stuff like this that makes me a little more ok with change..
mesh hair is interesting how it moves with the body and I love the added touches that TRUTH adds a little flexi attachment to blend the best of both looks
for this particular hair he made the longer tail part Mesh so that it would move with the form of your body and not just poke out stiffly like regular prims might do. Then the rest was made with flexi and sculpts.. using the best of everything..
February 11 did have one release that was non mesh for you fraidy cats and stubborn peeps who are still balking against meshing up your hair. * I feel ya *
Having a smoke while keeping an eye out for land..
Now I have seen some amazing mesh stuff its complicated and cool and leads to realism. But I have all these layers of clothing that I love and makeups.. so its still in the works for me and some shoes are ok.. I do not like the blank spaces and invisible empty any more than I like a skirt the goes through my thighs.. but some things.. like Avatars.. its amazing.. let us take a peek.. My first tryout was my DOllcoco Dolly now its an ORC... this one is male but he was so cool I took him out into the world. and this is some of the results...
The arrival of Hogar to the Realm of Valahari
a medievil RP sim....
And the perfect setting for me to test run this fascinating Mesh Avi...
On Deck....
I must be getting old.. Change is making me stubborn. I remember when Flexi started and I was so excited that Hair Moved!! and dresses swayed as you walked and a really great clothing designer added just the right flow to a good skirt and I perved the settings of the flexi to know exactly how I wanted my own builds to move.....
Hogar greets Sunrise... It is time to explore
Hell I even remember when you were asked to take off your hair when you went to a club to dance.... And a single good skin set you apart from the rest. You invested in good skin just like gold and wore it religiously.. Now I change skin like I change my skin with almost every outfit.
No one to greet Hogar...Arrgh...
Where is everybody?
Then Sculpty happened and it lowered the prim count..because believe me it took some skill to be able to build low prim furniture. And I was stubborn to wear the new clothing because it was odd to adjust. I still have a skirt prim I struggled with for hours trying to get it to fit as I walked. That reminds me Its time to delete it if I ever find it again in my mess of a closet, but now some of my best outfits are sculpty pieces
Dry land... first thing in order is scouting out the locals
Today we have mesh.. and I fight it tooth and nail. My lil avi I have had for almost six years. She is thick and medium height.. And after my first year she is who I want her to be. She is slightly knock kneed because I loved the way she stands with her knees inward just a touch.
Hogar Hiding behind Helm... So as to protect the ladies from falling for his rugged handsomeness
The only adjustment is her hands because They were set to 25 and Well fingernails are always 10 20 or 30.. And we will not even start a convo about physics.. Where was boob and booty bounce when I was hitting the sexy balls and dance poles!! Damn it.. lol.
Hogar Ready for Combat with the shadows...
There is makeup layers and tattoo layers and invisible Manicures are cool if you can reset your hand gestures so the nails do not float. SP overall lots of improvements that we all get used to
HOGAR says SHIELD Good MACE.. Good HOGAR Good Everything Good
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AO with extra Shield and Mace - Provided byCreative Insanity for 350L
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Both AO and Avatar can be found together in both locations at this time
On Mesh you cant layer makeups on and the mouth does not move etc or at least I have not run across that.. they can have extra skins such as this Orc he has underwear skin and nude.
Hogar ready for anything..
I tried on shoes and its an epic fail my knees bend in wards and the mesh sits on my wrong and I cant adjust.. god that pisses me off I need to tweak fix and adjust because when I was a young avi that was what made the difference between a newb and a seasoned avi... things fit perfectly you didn't have your feet sticking out your shoes details details and more details... Thats what set you apart from the rest.
Hogar strikes his favorite pose - or it just means he is hungry
Hogar finds Naum naums..
Alert!! stance and at the ready! for anything!!.. Halt Who Goes there!
Centaur Girl does not seem overly impressed
But she is friendly and Hagar relaxes his stance a little after leaving with Apples she tosses to him
Finishing up a few more Photogs before I depart I prance around practically undressed and flexing my newfound muscles for the locals.
Hogar Sexy and he knows it.. LMAO Hey that's Hogars new theme Song
Yes.. Hogar should have stripped off his undies
Knowing that these roleplayers are farely friendly and there were many players scattered about the sim. I know I could get in so much trouble here.... It was a well layed out environment
Before leaving Hogar has a cigar and lights it and himself on fire while accidentally sitting in the fireplace
Not all poses suit Hogar but I had so much fun with him I also took him to the clubs.. and got hit on alot I was a chic magnet even though I am actually female. This avi rocks.... I cant wait until the upcoming female Orc. So stay tuned for that one..
Nightfall and Hogar returns Home
Pretty Centaur lady knows Hogar Likes apples and tosses me a few .
Hogar sleep now its been a long day and I am finally home in my comfy room having apple scented dreams. Hogar snuggles up under his shield. - nini STALKERS
Again let me stress that the ORC avatar from Boxed Heroes is sold separate from the clothing and Ao.
The Mask and Collar are from *Solidea Folies* and it lends the magic of something original and different to my photos that I love working with Mila Tatham's designs
The names of these two items for this blog are..
all is full of love - headpiece
Love is Blindness...or not? blindfold
Vanity Hairis always conjuring up my imagination with the styling of the couture
Many times Tabata Jewell's Hair has been an inspiration to my humble art and I thank her because she was very gracious when I disturbed her during her meeting because I just had to have her new
I have paused long enough.. it is time to move after two whole days of doing absolutely nothing but staring at my monitor
So let me ramble on about my woes and troubles and it will fall upon deaf ears and blind eyes but I will feel better in the end and ultimately that is what counts...
So my lovely stalkers bare with me this time.. I will snap out of it I promise...
Sometimes it takes a death in the family to realize that the box had a window and glass is fragile and will shatter if you kick hard enough. Why did I never try to shatter the perceptions of that certain loved one and break free of the tyranny of lies, The truth will set you free. Isn't that what we have been taught? So why did they have to die for anyone to utter the words?
Maybe the truth was never that important because all the damage was already done and no one heard the screams. or perhaps they were never listening in the first place. I have lived a life of never knowing the whole truth.. I constantly seek it .. knowing I will never find it. Here in lies the problem perceptions are all relative... what you see here taste think and feel.. is not what I would even if our supposed experience was the same thing... It never will be the same thing.... not exactly
I don't think I have ever felt so alone as I do now... but this time I am not sad to be in the place called alone Its not my nightmare any longer. Alone has become a sort of solace and refuge
Its just a place... Emo has not been in style for a long time.. it simpers in a corner and looks sad.. Entertaining the mean folks. I am not part of that scene just because I am feeling blue... It is actually introspection.
:OW: has the best little wordy T-shirt LIVE FREE LOVE TRUE it is what started the rant in my head so I added the words die happy because if you stick to the truth of things and examine your own motives..You will make right choices with little or no regrets.. another of my favorite sayings is no regret....
A great tagline for anyone to live by - Live Free Love True - Die Happy :OW: T-Shirt "LiveFree"
You can blame OWs fab lil t-shirt for getting me thinking.. lol so go to Franks shop and buy stuff
you wont be disappointed I never am.. after all this time.. I just love his stuff..
peaking of loving stuff who does not love shoes........ New from Purrfect 10
Every shoe color duo is paired with a black version so you wont miss out on the best classic color just because you want to match something unique. And usually if I am buying one shoe I always choose black first.. I really liked that feature its like having two shoes for one price.. if you don't count the combinations of roses and toenail colors
Roses amongst daisy's Yummmm
These past few weeks I have been dealing with funerals and.. assorted family stuff....
I still pop into sl and check my packages and try things on but I need to blog.. I adore the peoples that allow me to show off there things.. And I am grateful. So today I spent some time just cruising interesting artsy spots and slipping into something interesting to wear.... layering my look like an Onion....
A great theme for me.. to ZIP my lip shut.. LOL if you know me at all you understand what I am thinking when I say that,
+Nuuna+Kaia makeup for the eyes in Black, and the pretty pink heart lipped skin by [Atomic]Grace Skin - Be Mine (The Dressing Room Exclusive) TamelessYvonne - Blacks and Whites -KOSH- INFINITY - Earrings Bracelet and Necklace
for this blog I wore the black eye makeup not pictured in the advertisement but these are the colors and all colors for 100L
FINESMITH - Lost hearts ring- real heart a limited edition while they last 70L each in 7 l textures to choose from while they last. The real heart red was at 57 left at the time of this blog. I got three myself... Also worn are SUNSHINE NAILS - Black Rose Nails it comes with a ring that is not shown
I will have to update the nails at a later date. I cannot find the proper link I teleported and it is no longer available. If I figure it out I will definitely update when I can for my stalkers... Muahh! <3
:SEYmaki2 zip up - Check red - the textures on this are so realistic.. It look fantastic.. I can't wait to get more from this store.. its all so good!
this jacket dress thing pealing off my hips by:SEYreally fits well I am liking there stuff seriously. thanks to my nephew who showed me there shop
There were so many colors to choose from it was so hard to pic.. I do want the Zebra one next though. I love Zebra things.. :-)
